im in a bad mood now.. rlly bad mood.. so if u dun wanna get affected.. pls do nt read anithin beyond this papragraph..
well for starters.. i never believed in having a perfect day.. and i NEVER will.. its either u haf a nice mornin n early noon and have a bad evening n nite.. or the oppsite.. well for mii it was the first one.. sch wasnt bad.. after sch pon drama went cp instead.. den went bak to sch for the parents teachers thing.. and there's where everything bad happens..
first thing i declare having to go to the parents teacher conference without ur parent sucks.. its lyk i practically had nuthin to do while all the other ppl are talking to their parents.. im jus standing there lyk an idiot.. the next tink is a received my fcuking results bak.. n i did rlly badly.. i ranked 34 among a class of 4o.. how bad is dat? im jus a plain pathetic piece of shit..
well after dat i walked bak home myself.. alone. well i missed those days where i haf di ard.. at least we were always wif each other.. i was nv lonely.. i still rmb sumtyms we waited for each other for hrs jus to walk each other to the bus stop or sumtink.. i missed those days..
well when i was walking almost halfway home.. i rmbered elo still had my ci yu shou ce.. n i walked all the way bak for dat bloody book.. jus to learn my ting xie tmr.. and after tinking i feel lyk a dumbass.. im going to fail it anyways.. so much for work hard n get good results well i slogged my guts out for this exam n wad kind of shit did i get bak? mayb im jus plain stupid..
i still rmbered i told my mother i wanted to study a-maths.. tinkin gof it makes mii laugh now.. i couldnt even pass the damn subject.. let alone get a 65% anw..the only happy thing dat ever happen to mii was when we had pizza after sch.. mr tan treat us der. den jue de this year alot more prob la.. den this few weeks keep crying.. pressure mah? duno la.. bt i felt proud of myself now.. i didnt tear today!! hhahs.. well i only cried yesterday during english lesson.. cant take it anymore..
anw im rlly sorry if i did hurt anyone wif my words today.. didnt mean to show my attitude to anyone.. bt i cant control my emotions bah.. sorry arh.. esp to shirlene.. always kena..lols
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