Friday, June 24, 2005
AZREENA READ THIS
azreena..
i hope u read this..
mayb u wont..
anw..
i hope u r feelin better..
i mean durin the exam period i can see ur'e totally so stressed up..
and i knew i could have helped u..
could have should have..
bt i didnt..
well..
i dont want to state out any pathetic excuses y i didnt..
for one thing i noticed ur behaviour right from the start i guess..
total change..
saw u cry a few tyms..
i tink i was the only one who noticed.
bt i didnt even try to help..
for one
i usually leave someone alone when they cry..
i should haf just ask u y..
at least comfort u..
bt as anyone might noe..
im a lousy consoler..
i wouldnt noe wad to do..
i noe im a real lousy fren..
well i felt rlly guilty..
cuz i guess i knew u the best in the entire class..
bt i hope u dont cut ur wrist anymore..
cuz i feel dat its rlly stupid to do so..
cuz why are u hurting urself when u r depressed?
it makes no sense..
well.
i guess we drifted apart..
from close frens to jus normal frens..
well i treasure the frenship we had..
jus rmb one thing..
if u haf any probs..
u can always talk to me..
though i may nt console u..
i will always lend u my ear..
curse me..
and its always better to tell someone bout howu feel..
dont bottle up ur feelins..
and i would rlly lyk to say
SORRY..mayb u would tink wad i wrote was total and complete rubbish..
and its too late n everytink..
i guess im too late too..
i was nt there to guide u through the dark moments u had..
curse me all u want..
and i want to let u noe dat..
i read every single post on ur blog..
jus too see how u r doing..
well tcare
12:55 AM
