Sunday, August 28, 2005
friday was shit
i finally broke down
and cried,
buckets
mayb its that one sentence that triggered everything
its like suddenly i stop running from reality
and looked properly what happened to my life
family friends school
everything has gotten bad to worse
and i dont know what to do
while i was talking to di on the phone
bout the class gathering
i was so fustrated i cried
cant believe it
slept early
woke up early on saturday
my eyes were swollen,
i must admit
i look terrible
i looked like i have nt slept for ages
saturday wasnt any better
i switched off my phone the whole day
i slept in the afternoon
and then at 8 i slept again all the way to today
had pizza last night
usually i stuff myself with it
bt last night,
i only ate one slice and im full
seems i've lost my appetite
went to pay respects to my late grandma today
almost cried
i really regretted
not respecting her when shes alive
it's too late now
everyhthing's too late now-
3:18 PM
