Friday, December 23, 2005
yesterday was tang yuan jie.errr,i dont noe whats it called,dong zhi or sth?but i always call it tang yuan jie cuz i get to eat tang yuan.its uber delicious lah.im gg to do some last in xmas shopping later with di.but i havent decide if i shld get gifts for some ppl,i mean i dont noe how much i'll earn from babysitting.so if i spend too much i'll probably have to starve when school reopens..
speaking of school,i still haven't done a single hw yet,and i still have books i din buy.i just realised december's gg to end and i have so much stuff to do.i need to pack my room and all the dee dee dah dah..im nt ready for 2006!!!i dont want this year to end...im so nt looking forward to next year.new class,a maths,no beloved sec 4s.school will be so boring.
its like,we always say we'll keep in touch.in the end everybody's so busy they dont have time to chat n stuff.eventually we wont even say hi when we see each other.the sec 4s gg to poly or jc,they'll have new friends,new life.i dont even meet up with any ppl from 2d,other den wy n vin.i din see azreena or even sms her the whole hols,she seems to have gone missing.even shir,i din see her the whole hols.we promised to have recess together as always.i just know somehow,halfway down the road we'll just end up gg to recess with our classmates.dont talk about meeting up,i dont even chat with 2drians on msn.its really hard to keep in touch with everyone,you really have to make an effort and in the end,everybody wont even bother to try.we're already drifting apart during the holidays,dont talk about next year.it's hard to stay in touch with friends even though we're in the same school,do you it'll be easier to stay in touch with those who leave school?it'll be really hard to have the same bond as before.everything will change and i cant bear to let go.its like life is taking away sth so valuable to me,sth that i teasure and cherish so much.
i know i'll make new friends,butwill those friendship lasts?the feeling will be completely different and i just cant help but think everyone in my new class is gg to do anything to be the most popular or get the best grades.arghhhh.what the hell.
i dont want to move on.
12:13 PM
